hello,
its the new year.
new year, new beginning, new changes.
so not looking forward to it.
but what can i do?
and cheryl hayt me cause i have new mp3, ps3 and iTouch:D
hahahahahahahahaah.
loveeee mandy, cheryl, sheryl and phoebe lotslots.
going out now. and ciao :D

hey guys,
i know i never update my blog for a long time lahr :B
just got no mood okay.
got some news for you guys
{1} 2o1o is coming in two days
{2} i maybe emigrating t some country (im not saying)
{3} mandy and ____ aint in the same class as me next year :(

okayy, i just wanna keep everything t myself from now on.
cause its like no point telling anyone anything
no one understands how i feel or they cant be bothered
nobody even realises im gone to genting these three days.
i dont always wish anyone morning anymore because nobody bothers t reply.
or that they reply because for the sake of it.
nobody actually listens to what i say.
its just one ear in, one ear out.
got the twilight saga journals that i wanted for christmas c:
most of my gb friends ignore what i say
updated my wishlist.
its more realistic now.
so ya, if you get me some stuff i want,
i'll LOVE ♥ you to bits (Y)

its my photo with my bro as flowergirl :D
will not be in sg tmr onwards :D
so ciao

lazy t blog now.
talk some other time.
mandy looks like a man.
gawdd.

no mood t say anything.
all i know, that there's a BBQ tmr :x
there's no point telling anyone anything, because no one actually bother t listen.
all they do is t pretend t give me advice and th shat, and pretend t give in t me
but all they are thinking is why in th world did you ever ask them with your business and how much they really hate you, and how annoying you are for bugging them with your business. it's no use talking t god because you wont really hear th answer for him from people's lips but you have t search deep t find out what he really and truly wants t tell me. im sick of having t do all that, because all i know is that im alone in this wide wide world with no one who cares whether i live or die. im sick of all this shat.

i have lots of things t say :x
firstly.

PRAYER REQUEST on fb
i dont know what i do. everything i do just dont please anyone. they always tend t find fault with me, they rat about me, they just dont understand me. i feel troubled, with like stuff trapped inside me, that i desperately want it t get out but it wont budged. its that sort of feeling,

i dont know what i do. everything i do just dont please anyone. they always tend t find fault with me, they rat about me, they just dont understand me. i feel troubled, with like stuff trapped inside me, that i desperately want it t get out but it wont budged. its that sort of feeling,

hahahahha. woke up around nine.
meet th girls downstairs :x
they came my house and we prepared for flagday.
we changed and all of us tied th same hairstyle.
its like supercool lor.
but we did behaved ourselves okay.
sec threes keep calling us,
then anny want t come with us,
but we refused her lol.
we went t do flagday thing,
then we slacked till five.
we walked around, take pictures,
then we were asked t be filmed in a movie.
our role was t escort th main actor.
it was stupid but kinda fun.
we were late back t th HQ but seriously.
we went t my house, changed there.
my mom treated annabelle and gloria t dinner.
then i went home :x
watching candy candy.
super good show :x

~~~
what candycandy is all about
this girl, candy, she was born and given t a orphanage
where she grew up at this place called pony's hill.
she was somehow asked t go t th leagan's family
as a playmate for eliza, th daughter.
after many serious pranks, she was downgraded t be a lowly servant
she made many friends there esp three boys.
anthony, stear and archie.
they sided her with everything and helped her.
she was sent t mexico because she was accused as a thief.
she faced many adventures and is finally back t adleys.
she had her first date with anthony ad they read their fortunes.
anthony's was very bad,
when they had th annual fox-hunt,
he fell off his horse and died.
candy was very upset,

why, hello there❤
okay, wokeup around nineplus.
then had breakfast of oreo cheesecake from bakerzin
then went t washup.
then i went t school to find sheryl
had lunch with mandy and gang.
we had lots lots of fun❤
i went home, watched th show on social worker.
had dinner. watched WINX.
yes, i know im lame but who cares.
then watched SINGAPORE IDOL❤
super good can, except for sezairi.
then went inside th room t finish my book.
super good book.
then went t watch results show for Singapore Idol,
guess who was out tabitha.
i was like totally outrage.
she shouldnt be out lor.
she seriously damn good.
gnna sleep soon. having flag day tmr(!!!!!)

now that i've been using th comp.
my life is like happier.
read tempted today.
damn goodbook.
wondered about my future job.
i wanna be a social worker♥
even though they dont earn much,
but having the satisfaction of knowing
you made someone happy really makes my day lor
wooh. super happy.
esther coming back tday.
im going t find something t do tmr.
got flagday on wednesday♥
going out on thursday♥
maybe staying over at my grandma's on friday.
my days are filled.

readdd rachel's blog. as in th sec four rachel
her photo album blog is dammmmn niceeeeee♥
wanna learn it from her♥
miss my BBFs{somehow}
its gonna rock we're gnna hang out tmr.
miss them like shat man.
know it aint th right words
but i cant express how happy i am
weeeeeeeeeee♥
listenup, you guys are like my lifffeeeee♥
i wouldnt be me without you guys.
and you all rock♥
♥ you guys like x1000000000
and even though we're gnna be in different classes.
we'll still hangout okayyyy♥

okay, i've realised after reading denise's blog.
i havent talk about annual camp this year.
so yea, loveeeee the camp♥
though not as much as last year
we were like rather relaxed this year.
not that i minded ya.
hated th first day,
was super deadbeat and i missed my phone.
second day was fun though,
we had th anniversary preparation.
super duper fun, was tiring too.
napped for half an hour
and sec twos had th priority t shower first.
i was th first usher,
and i was th first person any guest would see.
everyone went up already,
and i was left t bring mrs shirley lim up.
super honouredddd♥
went t help in th MPR
had th chance t eat ice-cream first.
supergooddddd♥
had buffet dinner, didnt eat much though.
i was really th errand girl th whole time.
i had t run around t fetch things for people.
super fun though♥
finally fell and hurt myself,
got excused from duties and inspection.
third day was like BOOMZ♥
we had telematch, you should see how we played it.
was super duper weeeeeeeeeee.
really funny,
then we saw th fight of grace and alecia and zarra.
they were throwing water at each other.
grace loook soooo pooor thing.
picture on FB.
went t bathe and got ready for carolling.
i was like super groggy.
ate th medicine.
and i was so drowsy.
after carolling, i felt chest pains
then esther had t accompany me,
then she never had supper.
we all slept in th hall,
formed a pretty picture using paper.
yet again, picture on FB.
had gift exchange,
felt bad, mine was super cheap gift like tht lor.
slept at 5am, was preparing devotion.
and only gloria got th credit,
what kind of bullshit is that
but who cares.
then went off at 9.30 for debrief for china cip
brought food for my seniors.
they were realllly hungry sehx.
okay, im going out soon.
gonna bathe,
more sooon,

random picture. yet again