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Monday, October 5, 2009 / 2:19 AM

hello:D
that damn emoticon DOES NOT show my mood now:/
damn it. i am so frustrated with that damn exams.
and with some people:C
okay, today, first period is ?D and T
Mr Sen tell us story, that is sick:/
im not saying, it's gross;/
Then history, i kinda did badly for history test.
Mdm Chua is damn funny.
LOLs
Im stupid:O
lols. and then its maths.
again i scored only 40.5/50 for maths test.
how DUMB can i get.
idk.
then Chinese.
nothing much, just slacked there.
then Literature.
Mrs Chng super funny.

Seriously,
For you, A
no point saying sorry, seriously.
No point at all.
It's no use after what you have done to be.
I know i must forgive, but it's not easy:/
Try staying in my shoes,
just stop spamming my inbox with sorrys.
i dont like it. im not angry for the moment.
but idk how to talk to you,
im not going to talk to you unless it's neccessary.
and i mean it, just stop spamming my inbox:C
Thanks. i mean, we're still friends.
Just not close. you can go close with whoever you want.
I dont freaking care:D

For you, F Lea
i guess im just over sensitive to you.
You're my favourite choir junior.
Naturally, i'll feel over protective.
I dont like annab, if you know what i mean,
so naturally, i wont want you to hang out with her,
but whatever, you choose your own friends.
i wont bother any of you faith1-2 people because my life as a sec one pal
is over. i wont bother, you live your own life.
i live mine, unless you need my help.
i wont bother.
Like what i said up there, we wont be close close anymore.
it doesnt matter.
ANYMORE.
if you dont trust me, i understand.
i get it, but yeah,
i'll sign off here.

Faith2-2 peopls.
i updated class blog on the sleepover lerhhs:D
okay, im almost done.
so ya, logging off now

i also find i have changed alot.
maybe to you all.
i have t fake a smile when i go to school,
im not naturally hyper.
do you know how hard it is for me to act it out.
do you know how much it hurts everytime my classmates tell me t shut up?
do you know how hard it is for me to smile, when i feel like crying?
do you know how hard it is, never chosen for any group work?
when the softballers are in one?
do you know how hard it is for me for all of you to shun me away?
i only ask for a little respect and understanding,
whenever i flare up.
whenever im unreasonable.
you always judge me by that way, do you think its fair?
i love my mom better than you losers.
go to hell.
im indirectly sending a message to you all,
only that you never know it's for you.
i HATE you!